失望。。。

很多事情让我很失望，
不知道为什么我的心一阵阵的痛，
不想说出来，
因为说出来会令我的心越痛，
越痛才不说的！！！
很多事情让我烦也不想再去想“它”了，
很多事都让我很在意，
但不敢承认！！！
我没有这个胆量地承担“它”,
我不知道几时才可以有胆量去接受“它”。。。

开心&烦恼

终于等到了这一天，
好开心啊，
可以自由了，
可以做自己喜欢的是了，
但是，
还不可以轻松啊，
放假过后还要考试，
咳。。。
要加紧努力，
两倍已上的努力！！
加油！！！

Happiness

Today i'm very expected...
Cos after tis week i can relax rdy...
Even still hv 1 week holidays i also very happy rdy...
1 week also i'm very happy rdy...
Expecting....

Tired...

Today i'm feel very tired today...
Dunno wat happen today...
Feel very very tired...
Tis few week gt many test so i feel very stress n cant not sleep well...
Haiz...
Next week still gt 1 more test...
I'm dunno how to do rdy...
But my mum bring food 4 me today...
I'm feel full energy today...
I think it is call miss "home sick"...
So i continuous do my math today...
My fren go time square rdy just only me here...
Haiz...
Nth to do...

眼泪，心慢慢地留血。。。

我今天的心情很糟啊。。。
糟透了。。。
因为一些东西而让我伤心。。。
因为一句话“不再信任”。。。
我的心已粹了。。。
没办法再联合了。。。
这句话一有很多年了。。。
今天又重复回。。。
我的心已粹到不能再粹了！！
没人知道我的痛处。。。
慢慢地。。。
悄悄地。。。
痛痛地藏在心里。。。
永远的藏着。。。
没人懂。。。
静静地哭。。。

回忆

也许人在受伤后，
往往会怀疑並记恨者某些东西！
人生每有回程路，
何不随者那些深深浅浅的忧伤和疼痛，
慢慢地了解人生和丰富自己，
也许在多少年后的一个淡淡的雨季，
你才会明白，
人生若没有那么多的艰苦与磨难，
也写不出这么多美丽的傳奇。

Bad Day Today

Me today feel so tired...
Dunno wat happen to me...
Me wan cry now (T.T)...
Too many bad things happen on my family n me too...
I'll feel very sad about the person who done 'TIS' to my family...
I hate the person who do 'TIS' to my family...
I'll remeber them who done TIS to my family n i'll pay back wat they hv done to my family...
In tis world i dunno how to trust ppl anymore than our own family...
Only our family can b trust but not my close family...
Is ONLY my mother n my bro can trust only...
Other than that i could not trust anymore...
Is so hard to trust someone u has been trust n betray by they...
Me feel very tired to trust ppl anymore...
It like kill my heart into 2 pics...
Now i'll try to keeping away from them anymore...
I'll think i'm better be alone...
I dun like many ppl but i like my fren now hope they will not like them...
They very nice to me...
All my pass fren too when we study together at high school for 5 years...
I miss them so much but we still contact n chat in msn...
Hope we can b fren 4ever...
I hope my family will safe n b more healthy...
N i hope i can find my truelly fren that i always find!!!

世上真的有奇迹吗？？？

世上真的有奇迹吗？？？
我不知道是不是真的有。。。
很想知道啊。。。
因为没出现过在我身上。。。
所以不肯定是不是真的有奇迹。。。
好希望会出现在我身上啊。。。
也好希望会出现在我家人身上。。。
希望她们会过得好一点。。。
希望她们会长命百岁。。。
希望她们身体健康。。。